Ashley Tervort vs. Hitomi Mochizuki: New Religions & Fake Vegans

i would hide how i was feeling a lot
because i was so afraid to express to people how sad and miserable i actually was so when i first started my spiritual journey i was really excited to embody my spirituality and initially i thought that it meant wearing mala beads wearing yoga clothes embodying spirituality is not about the clothes that you're wearing but it's about the energy that you're carrying we can be the safe space that we always needed and lately that has been my spiritual practice is being the physical embodiment of all the love all the healing all the safety that i ever needed in this world and sharing that with other people just by resting in it myself and truly embodying whatever feels right for me whether that is to dress a certain way or to sing or to shake my body or to shake my booty or just i don't know i do it and i feel so much less concerned about proving it or making my spirituality make sense to anyone this has been a really helpful thing for me especially healing my self-harm and a lot of the self-inflicted pain that i would cause myself was being like wow i feel so shitty right now but you know what at the very least i can just witness it and in that witnessing i would reclaim my power back and a lot of it was also just trauma and ptsd that i was experiencing but when i took that deep breath and i sat there crying with my heart racing and extended my exhale actively intentionally i started to realize everything is actually okay in this moment and so i'm gonna do the most good that i can right now everything happening is on purpose is here to bring us closer to spirit and to source then you can start working with spirit with god with the universe to really start conspiring what you really want i don't want meat the thing that i do really crave is fish and i've kind of decided that if i have a craving that's pretty persistent i'm just going to listen to my body and have fish i used to absolutely love wagyu beef but now the idea of eating beef or chicken turkey anything like that makes me literally want to gag that feeling has not subsided yet but fish is something i guess i can handle until maybe like once a month if i really want fish i'll have salmon or something i don't know but i've decided i don't have to necessarily put myself in a box and say if i'm vegan i can't have [ __ ] honey or something like short answer i don't want meat i occasionally want fish i'll have it if i really want it [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] is this cute right now should i just take this off