Keemstar: Onision's Real Story is Hidden in Plain Sight

and then after we all slept together
that last time you just felt weird after we were like Sara and I were all about it but I was just weird where it was all weird and and then I proposed to Kai that I just didn't do the dating Sarah thing and maybe Kai would warm up to it and Kai eventually agreed to that and said okay you guys give it a week but Kai's theory was that if Sara was ever really Kai's friend Sara would never do this because Sara was starting to look like someone trying to steal me away Sara was eventually just pushing for me in case the point where Sarah was allowed to come down and and Kai left and the agreement was that Sara and I couldn't do anything like actual SES we couldn't do the junk - junk but they didn't say anything about the backend I know this sounds crazy but sometimes the truth sounds crazy so nothing was said I said I wouldn't put any junk - junk I wouldn't actually like go inside anybody and I wouldn't actually do things with anybody while I was away outside you know kissing and gonna do anything orally either mouth junk so when Sara was here I proposed that we try junk tahrir and Sara was immediately down so the first time was in the shower when I went chump tahrir and we continue to do junk career Sarah had complains that she couldn't go to the bathroom friendly because of junk - rear and I apologize for that but it was the only option as we hadn't made an agreement this all sounds highly dysfunctional I realize it but you don't really know how the dysfunctional things are when you're in the moment but we were passionate for like two days and it fell apart when she said something that again indicated to me that she was not really interested in kai at all and that our relationship had nothing to do with cut there was a lot of good intentions but you either die a hero you live long enough to become a villain your good intentions often times can wind up being very very ugly if you don't you either die a hero you live long enough to become a villain there was a lot of good intentions but your good intentions often times can wind up being very very ugly so we enjoyed each other for a little while and then after the second day of her being here I abandoned ship additionally there's some weird stuff that happened so she was eighteen and a half and then we just weren't together because Kai didn't want to be with her and I was trying to respect Kai's boundaries there anyway so way she's would get around it is she would like I'm having me come lay next to her and then the room that she was and we want to be doing anything but she would ask him to choke her like with my hand choke her neck and again this is a eighteen and a half year old and she would somehow seem to get off on that alone like she would make noises like she was getting off for that alone but as we as I broke it off she did that thing where she said I'm sorry to me for our ap ing us myself and kya she apologized for that then left I kind of felt bad because I had rejected Sara and I didn't want to be with her and I I knew that might have a negative impact on her so I think I offered to take her to eat food or something like that anyway so I took it Sera's near port when I was appropriate today could be airport and she cried and I had my arm around her and she's crying into my shirt shirt all moist from our tears and I just said you know I'm sorry I didn't work out but I do love you I do care about you and I wish you the best and I'm sorry that we just can't be a thing because this is just really not working and she's like saying that she just wanted to know what it was like to have a boyfriend if it is wrong to reject somebody until they turn 18 and a half and then not reject them anymore when they're pursuing you I don't know what to tell you that is not a crime it's weird to to be in polyamorous relationships in general but I just don't know what you people want I just don't know what you people want