Venus Angelic: the Original 90 Day Fiancée.

why did you delete your video about your sex life i feel like i didn't convey my message properly i know a lot of people are like oh venus why do you take the video down i really love to see the real you i don't really like the presentation of it i ended up married at a very young age and my mom organized this marriage how the [ __ ] did that happen my family cuckoo uh variable abuse physical abuse my story hurts me just like such a euphoria like i'm overcome with you for and relax and it feels so good thanks to the physical abuse i now have the bdsm king thank you mom what currently makes you happy and smile not currently but i just want someone to cut my head my home was made up of my mom and at 10 square meter room and still south korea so i was studying korean and south korea and malaton came to visit me mom did approach on him visited me but for some reason just right before he came she said that he just comes to visit me without letting her know um i was isolated my mom is what you call a typical momager and i didn't have any friends growing up i was super isolated and socially awkward from a giant you never ever had an entire friend in your entire life you don't even talk to males and you never had a boyfriend that was me so i don't really know what it was like to fall in love but i didn't understand the difference between platonic love and friendship and dramatic love and i didn't even really know what it felt like to get born for some but for some reason was still okay and we could go to lottery together and karaoke and han river and we even went eating dinner with my mom we had a lot of fun but when managing saw the circumstance in stock he told me that i should rather come to japan where it is much safer i still have great difficulty computing this so there was this guy who was a huge fan of my youtube channel and uh when they were like oh i'm gonna go to disneyland and uh excuse me post that on social media um i know people could uh come show up there and be like hey wieners i always wanted to meet you which is exactly what happened it was just that it was it was my now husband who did that are you ever thinking of having any children in the future i don't want to have children for the sake of having children but if i've ever meet someone i really love and i'm like oh i want to be with that person until like forever then i would want to have a family with them my mom was in south korea and after all my mom is my mom and i also wanted to study in south korea and i've also could have continued to study in south korea so why did i not just stay in south korea i'm cringing at my old soul now so yeah then my back to crazy momma just came in and was like marriage and to be honest i was kind of sick of having to deal with shouting violence and constant nagging on how i could be better on why i suck and she also told me that he is probably dating other girls and then whenever like one of my moms top of that my mom started to talk to her friends how malaki is a pedophile and a factory workers and he brainwashed me and is probably cheating me right now and he's also a psychopath because all pedophiles are psychopaths manuki is not a pedophile he also doesn't cheat on me he works in a factory and it's earnest average i don't see the point in marrying for money because isn't it the other person's money it's like yeah my mom was kind of bad but he was even you know he was he was um not as bad as my mom but he wasn't um he's not what uh society calls a great person ah basically he did the same thing as my mom he quit his job and i supported him financially you take meds for depression anxiety or do you do therapy if not have you thought about it yes i do actually just um a while ago i decided to stop therapy and stop taking medication but it got a lot better so well i want it again i always put other people first i couldn't say no i was a total doormat but then reality hit me hard like just constantly being a dormant pleasing other people and basically living to please my mom and living to please my husband i didn't really take care of me anyway in the end ironically he turned out to be a mini version of my mom why do you think it's a pro creator designs and use it as a selling point for both triggers people hey this is library [Music] you