TkyoSam is still on drugs. Ally Hardesty is still on drugs.

there is no pill for weight loss there is not going to be a pill for weight loss if you lack self-discipline if you lack moral fiber if you lack substance if you lack character you cannot take a pill to solve that problem neither a stimulant nor a sedative is ever going to help you if your problem is who you are intellectually emotionally ethically there is no pill to solve that problem you know this is why i i switched to pick up artist stuff because as soon as i am honest with a girl there's no game involved as soon as i am i'm straight and like uh straightforward with a girl it never works out for me but when i play some game it's it works out great and i hate that i hate being a manipulator i hate having to [ __ ] play a stupid game and like some some of my friends they're just like really really handsome or whatever and they don't ever need to try you know like they got natural game or whatever but for me it's like well when you're fat it's like playing the game of the dating game on hard mode you know you can still do it but you're gonna put in a lot more effort you know um and anyway that really hurts you know that really hurt like that was like the worst thing that i've heard in a while and then we went to like a movie and it was it was cool it was nice but you know the third time uh i was like hey let's hang out and like yeah she just uh she was dodging me you just said like oh i'm busy and i'm like you literally just said you haven't been busy for months i'm just like oh wow you got busy really quickly huh anyway i i tell her i was like okay like trump card there we go hey uh why don't we spend christmas together because christmas is a couple's day and she she immediately sends me back a message being like you know i told you this when we broke up but i see you more as like a family member or like you know somebody who i really care about but i'm not interested in romantically and i'm like oh bam at the same time i like if i want to go on adventures with people i gotta lose some weight you know i've been talking about losing weight forever and i'm like you know what like i'm one of the reasons i'm going to the adhd pill doctor right now is to get those pills because like i have been [Music] for the most part been being a good boy like i still only eat once a day or whatever but i am drinking a lot of my calories with soda and everything like that and i know that if i have these adh pills they only they not only help me think clearly but they're also appetite suppressants so i'm gonna just show her like look i lost some weight i got some better views on youtube and it's not it's not like i need her approval i just want her to know i just want her to know that i did this like you know just to be like because she saw me recently she knows that like like she knows that i'm fat i mean i'm just saying like i don't want to lose weight just to get her approval but i want to see i'm like i have an actual deadline now i'm like okay i got some time before christmas let's do this let's let's try to make this happen you know i mean that's what i try to tell mark though i'm like he's never studied pick up artist stuff and if he if he had tried picklebart and stuff he knows that it's just a numbers game it's just a numbers game and also you can't let all this rejection get to you that's a topic for a video [Applause] and as you guys know i have severe adhd which makes it extremely hard for me to concentrate in school as it is and i take medication for it i take concerta the highest dose that you can get prescribed stimulant medications are far more dangerous than most practitioners and published experts seem to realize animals and humans cross addicted to methylphenidate amphetamine and cocaine these drugs affect the same three neurotransmitter systems in the same parts of the brain it should have been no surprise when nadine lambert presented data the consensus development conference attached indicating that the prescribed stimulant use in childhood predisposes the individual to cocaine abuse in young adulthood furthermore their addiction and abuse potential is based on the capacity of these drugs to drastically and permanently change brain chemistry studies of amphetamine show that short term clinical doses produce brain cell death similar studies of this drug known as ritalin and by other trade names show long lasting and sometimes permanent changes in the biochemistry of the brain and as you guys know i have severe adhd which makes it extremely hard for me to concentrate in school as it is and i take medication for it i take concerta the highest dose that you can get prescribed for that and with concerta you're not really supposed to drink alcohol mix other substances that sort of thing because your heart rate will go crazy like if you don't have adhd people will use this recreationally to get high and everyone kept making fun of me because i was like 19. i'd barely drink alcohol so long island iced teas which get you messed up and i didn't know that at the time also adios like i learned a lot about honestly alcoholic beverages and i don't mean that from like a drinking standpoint but like i could be a freaking bartender because i learned so many of the drinks from doing this and they let you drink at the bar like these guys would just be buying me drinks and the guy that i sat and ate a salad with i think he ordered me ice cream too like i seriously just went down the menu and got whatever i wanted he handed me 300 for eating with him and a psychiatrist told me that i have severe anxiety and she could not believe that i had never been diagnosed with this it was amazing the next day we got our nails done you know we slept in till like the afternoon and i had money to blow like i had never been in this position before like i really could just buy whatever i kind of wanted so throughout my life as i mentioned i've always had adhd and i guess a lot of the things that i associated with my adhd were actually symptoms of anxiety as well the number of children on these drugs has continued to escalate a recent study in virginia indicated that up to 20 of white boys in the fifth grade were receiving stimulant drugs during the day from school officials another study from north carolina showed that 10 of children were receiving stimulant drugs at home or in school the rates for boys were not disclosed but probably exceeded 15 percent with 53 million children enrolled in school probably more than 5 million are taking stimulant drugs a recent report in the journal of the american medical association by zito and her colleagues has demonstrated a three-fold increase in the prescription of stimulants to two to four-year-old toddlers yeah like i just don't like it literally it would just like eat me up and like tear me apart to like watch other girls like touch my boyfriend watch my boyfriend touch girls like it just like i didn't like it and like i feel like maybe because i have like an only fans like i don't know like i said like my social media isn't like you know super clean either like i know any guy or girl i'm with is gonna have to deal with that let's stop now let's go let's just let's just end this video this sucks dude okay recently not many girls who know my channel message me anymore i don't know why maybe it's because they found out that i'm too much of a weirdo even though i'm not really that famous my channel's still kind of small i've had several experiences maybe about four times it's happened before where i matched someone i didn't tell them about the channel and they found out anyway either because um just just by coincidence they found out or because they showed my picture to one of their friends and one of their friends recognized me and i'm surprisingly more famous than you may realize i've been busy trying to think about what i want to do with my life and i've come to the conclusion that i still have no idea so as you can imagine i don't really feel that amazing these days because i feel like either option i take i'm doomed to misery if i focus on my channel make that a priority then i'm probably not going to do very well at the whole dating thing and i just have to be single and accept accept that fact or if i try and focus on improving my chances dating then i have to give up on making the kind of videos i want to make yeah i've come to the realization that i don't feel confident in being able to keep my channel a secret and when they find my channel the reaction most girls have is they get a bit freaked out they've got a lot of questions most of the time they block me or unmatch me or they don't want to meet me anymore because they're scared and i guess i can't be a weirdo on the internet and expect to have a normal relationship with a normal girl okay i need to i need to end this video now what the hell okay i'm fine i'm really fine i'm not stable oh my god why am i even posting this to the internet i don't know all stimulants impair growth not only by suppressing appetite but also by disrupting growth hormone production this poses a threat to every organ of the body including the brain during the child's growth the disruption of neurotransmitter systems adds to this threat and that's another thing a lot of these girls are on drugs but i'm not trying to like stereotype strippers because a lot of people in life in general are on drugs but yeah a lot of the customers in there are doing coke and a lot of the girls are doing coke with them this club i don't even know how they hired me like i was just some bootlegged chick off the street who had no experience like this club was nice like girls were flying out to go to this club and work there for example with my adhd it's very easy for me to forget things so i'm constantly making to-do lists and writing things down when i was in college my adhd was really bad but now that i'm truly just doing things in my life that i'm passionate about that i can hyper focus on that are like interesting to me and fun it's not like forced or like i have to meet these requirements to like get this degree or something like it's like actually just like comes to me naturally i thrive you know that's kind of how adhd is when you're being like creatively stimulated and doing stuff that you actually want to do you're able to focus like really really well you know so i kind of realized that adderall is a powerful drug but the excuses that we make for ourselves can be even more powerful this woman during the crucial years in which he finished high school began university transferred to another university and then dropped out lived with the excuse that she could not focus her mind she could not do the type of work that all the other students could do because there was something biologically wrong with her and she believed that this drug counteracted counter balanced or compensated for this biologically real problem that she had in the same sense that somebody with diabetes takes a drug to counteract the effects of sugar because people with diabetes really do lack something that the rest of us have something that the rest of us biologically take for granted every day every time we eat food and the thing is it's all a lie now at age 24 she finds when she suddenly stops taking the drug not under doctor's orders not under her doctor's supervision not anyone's recommendation she doesn't reflect on how it was she made the decision to as an experiment i suppose stop taking the drug she finds that at age 24 she has the mental focus she has the self-discipline now she can sit and read a book in fact it is easier for her to read a book when she is not under the effects of adderall as opposed to the way she struggled when she was since the early 1990s north america has turned to psychoactive drugs in unprecedented numbers for the control of children in november 1999 the u.s drug enforcement administration warned about a record six-fold increase in ritalin production between 1990 and 1995. in 1995 the international narcotics control board and agency of the world health organization deplored that 10 to 12 percent of all boys between the ages of 6 and 14 in the united states have been diagnosed as having add and are being treated with this drug commonly known as ritalin she's found that at age 24 she has more maturity than she had at 17 18 or 19. and there are countless millions of people in the world who really didn't have the maturity didn't have the focus didn't have the self-discipline to undertake university level studies in their younger years but who could have developed that focus that motivation that's of this one say by age 24 like ali hardesty here i actually feel amazing not being on it i sleep better like when i tell you like and it's really sad like i don't know if i want to get into that super much in this video but i used to make a lot of adhd videos and just like content surrounding that and a lot of you guys i know follow me for that and if you don't know my story i was diagnosed when i was like really young like seven or something and i was put on pharmaceutical medication and pretty much was taking adderall since i don't even know when like years like every single day like the highest that you can get prescribed and pretty much have like a dependency on it because if i would stop taking it i would go through like withdrawal but i stopped taking it during the pandemic like kind of more recently because i was just like do i even really need to take it and to be honest i do kind of feel like i've outgrown a lot of my adhd i actually feel like better not taking it and we're left with the terrible question of what if this young woman wasn't given these drugs what if she wasn't given the excuse at such an early age what if she had taken responsibility for the development of her own character what if she had the attitude that she couldn't read a book not because she was biologically different from her classmates and that there was a cure that came in a bottle of pills what if she had the attitude that this was her responsibility something she had to overcome herself and that even if she were perhaps more immature than many of her classmates that even if she were more jittery more scattered than her classmates that this was really just a pattern of behavior that this was something she could and would eventually with the passage of years and hard work that this was something she would eventually overcome in march of 1997 the board declared quote the therapeutic use of methylphenidate is now under scrutiny by the american medical community the incb welcomes this close quote the united states uses approximately 90 percent of the world's ritalin at the same time i like if i want to go on adventures with people i got to lose some weight you know i've been talking about losing weight forever and i'm like you know what like i'm one of the reasons i'm going to the adhd pill doctor right now is to get those pills because like i have been [Music] for the most part been being a good boy like i still only eat once a day or whatever but i am drinking a lot of my calories with soda and everything like that and i know that if i have these adh pills they only they not only help me think clearly but they're also appetite suppressants so [Applause] [Music] i'm gonna put up a picture for you right now of uh what i used to look like when i was young and handsome [Music] do you think there were more women trying to sleep with me more women trying to seduce me more women trying to start a relationship with me when i look like that or looking and talking and acting the way i do now there is way more interest now and i don't know how much fatter i am than i was at that photo i don't know if i'm getting 20 pounds i don't know if i've gained 40 pounds i haven't gained 200 pounds guys enough i've gained some weight since then and i've i've gained some years and there are some more crags in my face why do you think more women are interested in me now why do you think more women are attracted to me now it's because what women are looking for is a man who would be a good father to their children even if those children are entirely hypothetical even if you're talking about a woman who's made the decision it's a serious decision that i respect a woman who's made the decision that she never wants to have any children at all right i already have a kid it's very easy for me to make the decision to never have any more children but even if i made that decision and even if i were single again which i'm not the qualities i would be looking for the qualities i'd be attracted to the qualities i'd be responding to in women those are the qualities that would make a good mother whether the particular woman we're talking about wants to have kids or not or whether or not the woman she might have a medical condition she might have a reason why she never can have kids or never should what do you think is going to make tko sam more attractive to the opposite sex he wants to believe that there's a pill that can solve all his problems what kind of intellectual character what kind of emotional character what kind of ethical character do you think women are looking for i don't care that this happens to be a prescription drug that he's taking i don't care that it's legal rather than illegal he thinks he's making himself into a better person by taking this pill he thinks he has more focus he thinks he has a suppressed appetite he thinks he's going to be a sharper smarter thinner man now that he's hooked on this drug you were a terrible person to begin with sam and now you're a terrible person with a drug habit all you've done is taken a bad man and made him into a drug addict how many women do you think are interested in getting married to that and there will be some there are some but you tell me about the intellectual character the emotional character and above all else the ethical character of who exactly that type of woman would be