Riff Raff: Open Relationships, Allegations and Consequences.

so i'm really telling this story just so like everyone knows what i went through and the abuse that i went through and it doesn't happen to girls again okay so i dated a celebrity for four years it all started when i was young and i went to warped tour and i met riffraff so he gave me his phone number and i ended up on the tour bus the whole day so he told me that he wanted to see me again so my stupid ass got on a flight and flew to las vegas for free i told my friends and told my family i was going to the beach for a couple days set my location on my ipad from my house ended up in las vegas and we ended up together with social medias and like court stuff and like you know what i mean like at any time i just think if you're a quote-unquote celebrity right and then you get with somebody and if they aren't celebrity right at any time somebody could be like you know what this person did me wrong and i feel me as a person not me i'm just saying the other person could be like i feel like i want to do this and i'm gonna blast this on the internet i'm gonna do this and then all the blogs are gonna run to that right because it's bad news bad news travels fast it's from experience okay things i'm talking about are not just hypothetical and i'm not just crazy so after my trip i go home everyone at my high school found out and still makes fun me to this day and while i'm home i get a text from riffraff saying that he wanted to see me again so during this time he released an album so he was going on a nationwide tour and he wanted me to go with him so before i went on this tour i found out that he released a music video and a new song and the music video took place at work tour after i met him so he thought that i had like five different ages and he didn't care about any of those ages but he always told me that i was 19 and my fake id said that i was 23. like i'm saying bro like he's not a bad i don't want to say the wrong thing i don't feel like he's a bad artist bro it's just he got his own certain type of stuff you know what i'm saying on server certain type of way he puts it out there you know so then i realized [ __ ] i'm in too deep so what do i do with my last two brain cells i meet him in my hometown of philadelphia and begin the peach panther tour no one believed me about any of this so i brought my best friend with me and everything was fine we had a lot of fun there was nothing suspicious until i decided to go to new york by myself to see him so i drive two hours in my car get to new york see him go to the show he acts like i don't exist so my dumb ass i'm like oh he's just busy put my backpack backstage show ends my backpack's missing with my car keys in it so 400 later i get home in a lift and 200 later i get my car keys back so i block him and i forget about him that you thought i go to baltimore with my best friend oh look how happy and stupid i was there i am making mistakes show ends i go on the tour bus and riff raff's nowhere to be found for an hour he gets on the tour bus 15 girls follow him they go in his room where my stuff was and close the door the girls walk out they're all wearing his torso and no underwear so me in shock i didn't know what to say so he kicks all the girls off and one girl goes what about her he said well that's my girl and in my head i'm like well you got me [ __ ] up so i leave and i drive two hours back home and i don't talk to him for months well guess who went back that's right ya girl so that kind of [ __ ] went on for so long and i eventually got used to it and i had like really bad self-esteem from it so he stayed in my life for a really long time and then i realized that i deserved a lot better and we had a huge argument so we argued and we basically had a falling out i told him like i couldn't do it anymore and he was emotionally abusive i think you should get to know somebody for five years before let them go do whatever they want i do whatever i want whatever and if after five years if we still like each other we want to be more serious and we take that then cool i think you should know somebody five years before you even get into dating and i was depressed i had no friends i only had one friend that supported me and she's still my best friend to this day and i literally felt worthless everyone made fun of me and to this day everyone makes fun of me and i know that this has happened to a lot of girls i saw an article about it i saw a lot of articles about it and because of that i study law and i moved on i dated like a major league baseball player then he cheated on me with a porn star moved on from that still got my 3.7 in law though and i eventually found my worth and i'm really happy and i met a great guy that lives in south africa [Music] to stay she already turned the page you only been gone for a day she already got engaged today he works at dave and busters he's a bus boy with mustard on his shirt he got fired on them first for cussing their customers to me a perfect situation there do you do you know dan balzerian is yes the guy that's the uh like rich guy that's the only friend of them right okay so i mean running around all the time right but it's not but he doesn't but he doesn't have it's not every girl is his girlfriend no it's like yeah there's like it's not really actual wives but it's sister wife so it's the girls get along i can't hear him i think if if if girl if a girl can't get along with other girls there's going to be big problems that's for me you have to be okay with him [ __ ] not even just that yeah it's more it has to be their camp it's like a car like a relationship with like car and i'm stepping on the gas do not touch the brake well that's a selfish way of thinking but i don't have time to think about other people right now so girls don't be afraid to speak up know your [ __ ] worth never once have i forced a girl to have sex never wants to have my horse girl get to do any type of drugs i don't want to have a girl drunk and sleepy and and i i've never once had a dragon girl in the car because guess what if she don't want to go guess what can't get her out of here guess what the club's about to let out you better hurry up and get some other ones and before they come back in she's going to check their id then once everybody ever had to drag a girl to the park never once have i ever had to drag a girl to a hotel people i look up to us can you help me he ran the smoothest cleanest business there is and he died with 50 girls in his house and my new idol is damn roseanne if he has a girlfriend she better she better like the other girls around because that's how you live my music videos my music videos are commercial since day one since 2011 every single video is me half naked and girls half naked who wanted to be there and drugs and alcohol that's our choice do i need to go to rehab that's a whole other conversation yeah when there are unsubstantiated unwarranted defamatory allegations that people make for selfish reasons for pecuniary reasons the reasons to advance their own careers at the expense of others and purely for their own gain that is when the movement has to stop now this video is crazy as hell bro first of all do look real nervous right and i guess he said he'd been getting extorted by some shady lawyer and an escort service and i'm like wait a minute homie what kind of dealings you been having with an escort service to where they got something over your head like did you take one of them to the hotel make them do something strange for a little change and maybe they caught you on video doing something you wasn't supposed to do it's 10 51 a.m monday the 12th i got to make a statement to my friends family and all my loved ones that i've been keeping a secret for the last four years i've been extorted and blackmailed and demanded i give a million dollars cash to an escorting agency and to a fake ass lawyer who's been running scams working contingencies upon athletes and high-end celebrities trying to get money and i'm going to tell you right now jack you ain't making get no million off of me dude you look real sick right now man like i don't know what they got over your head but this little secret they got and [ __ ] must be big man so y'all need to pray for this man i hope he don't do nothing crazy because he look like he on the edge right now man i i'm not paying a single cent and i'm not cowering into a corner and falling into your scams i refuse and i want all my friends and family to know make sure if anything ever happens to me make sure to take care of my huskies i refuse to back down from your scams you are not going to hinder my creativity ever again and we will be we've taken every precaution hired private detectives and we've seen that you've done this before and you will not do it to me is there a difference between like a woman that's letting you run all over her and a woman that's just down with what you're doing or how you're looking at it and if that's a girl who says runs all over you then i'll just stop the relationship right there and be like okay we need to get to know each other for five years so you can see how i move and operate because you might not even want to be my friend like was there one trick that one had that she was like yeah i wish i could teach the other one the trick that the other one did you get yeah yeah okay so there was this one girl and she and she would like she did this one trick where whenever i would go to sleep she wouldn't go on my phone yeah yeah and then and then she would go on her phone and while we were while we were both awake and she would like go scroll through her friend or different pictures of her friends she'd be like this is the coolest trick y'all ready so there's a girl sitting next to me in bed and then she would be like this look oh she's cute you think she's cute should we invite her over that's the craziest trick ever and so i wish all the girls would be like that i mean really people like to disrespect my crew but the fact is that you know my name and i don't know you